HEY THERE!..
..okie i m back in blogging..but this gonna be my last post and i will no longer blog.
i wanna be simple.
i wanna my life to be simple
soo...
best is only my girls.
schlmate
and someone
know whats i m going through each day..
i don wan others to know and interfer my life
for who is she..
pls..i know u tell him alot of things.
yes..condemn me for all u wan..
blame me..
for writing a blog.
for letting u interfer my life.
for letting u affect my mood
if u think that i m once wit a bad guy which makes u sees me as a bad girl
go ahead
its okie..
i m used to be affected by u..
bt from todae onwards
my world my time
will revolved wit my girls.. classmate..and *someone..
bt till todae i donnoe wad i do wrong to deserve u condemning me
cox i m wit a bad guy?
so i m a bad girl?
is it fair?
i know u don like me hanging arund wit e riders..
i know u don like me to be in good terms wit them
okie..
i shall not..
i shall stay real far away..
okie enough of swearing ppl
..
i'm in a real confuse state right now..
i'm feeling real terrible.
i am no longer wit him
cox i don love myself.
i hate myself.
how have i e right to love someone.
though sometime i really feel i love him
bt once again.
i feel i don't have e right.
i dreamt i hugged him damn tight.
i'm confuse wit my mind and heart.
one always sae listen to your heart.
is it true?
bt things always don turn out good when i listen to my heart
im afraid..terrified..
for once i shall listen to my brain
i gonna be friends wit him for e time being
though its difficult.. i will try
though i wanna hug him
i won..
i shall stay a distance as a friend..
i'm sorrie for those ppl around me.
my girls,classmate..sorry
i will be fine.
bt for the time being.pls forgive me for being quiet
and at times i won be laughing like i do
bt i will try to laugh.to give u a smile though i m sad
k?
love!
oh god.i feeling very sad..i feel like crying!.
no!!
i gonna do a damn stupid thing!
i gonna write a letter to my grandma.
and burn it to her.
i m really devastated...i m desperate...
no one can help me.
so i shall see if she can?
stupid!.foolish!.
bt i still wanna try!.
okie.this is my last post..i shall post my past and current pic..
and the things dat made my day!
which is my girls!.
we are from strangers to hi-bye friends..to close friends to best friend..den to best friend forever...nw les?
hahaha!.
hmm..bt i really do love them
it sound mushy..
bt i really do mean it..
i love them for giving me e strength..motivation.
thanks!..
i appreciate u girls
i do.
=)
cheers!.
i'm thankful cox u all know me e best!.
don forget our drinking session up alritE!
can't wait for dat dae!!
